“I will be glad and rejoice in Your mercy, for You have considered my trouble; You have known my soul in adversities.” Psalm 31:7 NKJV
The tears are falling again. You don’t cry easily. This means you have been hurt and the pain is deep. I have been with you through these troubling times before.
Right now, it does not feel like you will make it, but you will. You have done it before. Knowing life and knowing God, this time is harder. It always gets harder.